Well I kind of knew it would happen, but maybe not so quickly.

I have been removed as a friend on facebook and have been replced by her on his friend list.

I dont think there is more of a kick in the teeth than that public display of affection, all our friends being able to see he has made his choice.

I have been thrown by the way side, excess baggage, used up and worn out.

So callous, not even a message to explain his reasons, just getting on wiht his new life.

Thank god I am seeing a councellor Thursday this week, I dont think i would have the strength to make it to the weekend otherwise.

It has been about 2 weeks since I was served the divorce paper by my husband.  During this 2 weeks my emotion is liked riding on a roller coster.  One minute I felt full of energy after reading info online regarding divorce, children etc.  Next minute I was so down I couldn't stop crying.

 Yes, a divorce is what I want but the thought of if not agreeing with stbx demands, I might not see our children again.  If our children said they are happy with their daddy then I definitely won't feel that bad but the reality is they don't like him that much and they prefer to live with me which,