I am feeling really down today when I should be feeling excited about looking for my new home.

Last night I spoke to my daughter on tje phone and she told me that the ex's new gf was driving up and down the road pst the house she was really upset and in tears. I suggested that if it kept happening she phoned the police. When he got in it turns out the gf said it was only the once.  

This situation just seems to get worse by the day. I am really going to have to consider not moving and that is going to break my heart.  I have found true love and I might haved to give that

Well i've set the ball rolling to bring to an end a twelve year relationship which I tried to salvage by two years of marriage.

I must have been out of my mid.

I cannot believe what should have been some of the best years of my life have been ruined by a woman who relied on me to pay each and every bill, refused to lift a finger in the house, complained if I did any housework on the basis that things were moved and squandered £000 (I actually took out a £10,000 loan to pay off her debt - mad).

I cannot believe that I have let her punch me, shove me down the stairs and abuse me by screaming into

I've been having too much contact with my tbx recently. I've met up with her for one reason or another, spoken on the phone, and texted. The trouble is I was beginning to rely on it and couldn't wait til next time, even knowing what she's done to me. I was able to put all my negative thoughts to the back of my mind while i was with her, and everything was nice and friendly, and if i closed my eyes and imagined, I could almost pretend that the last couple of months never happened and she still loved me and we would be together for the rest of our lives.  Then she would leave, and i would know