god what a nightmare....im sooooooooooooo f***ing angry its unbearable...thats it enough !!!

basically i was going to meet some friends for lunch and drove through the area where his "friend" lives...and guess what I saw his car !!!! it was parked up facing the way he would to drive home if that mankes any sense, anyway i just carried on driving but with that really sick sinking feeling.....i felt like driving back and sticking a note on the windscreen !!!!! saying "glad you've had a lovely shagging weekend with her!!!" but i didnt....

anyway bout 5 mins later i pulled over and phoned my mum i

Sometimes you get to a point when  you think everything is against  you. Even simple things can be hard through moments of stress.

Well I had a difficult week. I will explain. Divorce is not easy as we all know but having an obliging other half and a good solicitor always helps to say the least. The divorce was not my choice in the first place but was only the source of action I had when it became apparent that my x to be was having an affair.Let alone the fact that I had to put up with lies and abuse for a long time.

My solicitor should I say has not been exactly "professional" in my point of

Well  ive packed all his stuff away now into cardboard boxes that 19 boxes facing me ready to be collected a week on sunday. All the wedding presents we received  etc  etc even photos of kids copied them on disc for him - not that he will ever look at them but it made me feel better.

Still no petition so im going to cross petition. More for my own mental state need to get things moving and ex2b is delaying just to make me feel worse (Sarah  you will  know  what I mean). My eldest sat in the living room waiting for his dad to ask how he was when he picked the other children up but he didnt.  I