It's been quite a while since I have updated my blog and don't some things happen fast !! My life has totally changed and I am starting to enjoy myself once again and a smile has returned to my face once more.

  ''Emotions'' Boy what are they all about and how many different one's are there? Seem to of had them all and sometimes all in the same day. What is that about?  

Different people deal with things differently and I don't want any of you thinking he couldn't of loved his wife or is a heartless git as I loved my wife but need to move on and fast.  

I am one of the lucky one's I have been

I know a lot of us are new to the whole idea of blogging. It can be quite scary putting your innermost thoughts and feelings where everyone can see them. So I thought, as encouragement to those who haven't tried it, I'd tell you why I blog. (Although I only have a few blog posts on this site, I've been a blogger for years.)

1. The "Pollyanna" blog

I've suffered with manic depression for about 25 years now (bipolar disorder, they call it now). I go through regular bad patches. A few years ago, I discovered something that helps me get through those times. What I started doing was

A Touching Story of Love and Marriage

    An elderly man lay dying in his bed. In death's agony, he suddenly smelled the aroma of his favorite chocolate chip cookies wafting up the stairs. He gathered his remaining strength, and lifted himself from the bed. Leaning against the wall, he slowly made his way out of the bedroom. With even greater effort, he forced his boney fingers to grab the handrail and he let himself down the stairs, one stumbling set at a time.
    With labored breath, he leaned against the door frame, gazing into the kitchen. Were it not for death's agony, he would have