i have a few hours at home, finished early after a long conf call with singapore, the house is empty, scott round mates house and sarah in berlin,and i am in a reflective mood.

I dont believe anyone on here has ever not questioned themselves in any process we are going through, but how many admit to finding an answer to those questions which implicates themselves, most of us have been wronged, lied to, cheated on, abused and used, But how many times do we really question ourselves as a contibuting factor to our situations, and have the stregnth to admit that we were part of that demise. I can

Igot married age 22 to the man of my dreams...or so i thought! he seamed uninterested in me after the honeymoon,he started to pick away at me with out me realizing....all i craved from him was the love he,d shown me in the begining,the love i deserve in return for the love i sowed hin everyday......i keept wondering wat i,d done wrong and tried every day to be a good wife..

My daughter came along a year later..i pland her because i was lonely...over the years things got worse,he bacame so abusive and violent..over the years i tried to leave him but he always bullied me into coming back....i

Tension building up to my first hearing and don't know what to expect as my x to be has delayed doing his form E. Even with a court order and a threat for a penal application form E still not exchanged. The last I've heard is that his will be ready sometime next week literally few days before court 17th March. He's had nearly a year to complete and he has not even been working as on "sick Leave". I know he is co-habiting possibly the reason for not completing form E so as not to disclose address and certain assets. Just want divorce over to re-start my life. That's painful enough as he's the