Awwww no this is not what I want........ These words rush round and round my head.  I ve been nice, Ive been self blaming, Ive listened and counselled Ive excused everything and still the onslaught comes. 

Today Ive been accused of being a religious activist for expressing my opinion.  I was just raising my concerns to my best friend about her overzelousness (we have a very strong and honest friendship) My husb saw this as an invassion of his space - he doesnt want my views expressed in his house.

I stood looking at my reflection in the mirror -me a religious activist?? Then I played back the

Hi guys & girls thanks for your messages, they do help as I'm sure you all know, but

This weekend if the b'atch turn to look after the kids, which has been arranged for ages but she "needed" some time this afternoon, to guess what go and see her shrink.

Not a issue as I love the time with the kids and its only for 4 - 5 hours so I thought I would make the most of it, take them for a walk to one of the local school fetes, treat them to sweet, ice cream and games. It was good I think for all three of us.

Anyway she gets back just after 5 says nothing and goes up stairs, is it the theropy or

One of the best pieces of advice I was given, shortly after I left my ex, was to ask for some professional counselling. I was given this advice by a colleague who is also a divorcee, who had benefitted from this himself during the time of his marriage break-up. I'm lucky that I have health insurance through work so I thought I would take advantage and make an appointment with my GP.

To make this as succinct as possible - I cried all over my GP whilst explaining the situation and asking for a referral. He couldn't have been nicer, gave me the details of a psychiatrist and said he would be