Thought this may be a good way to put my feelings down and keep track of things. Have been married for 21 years, with him for 28, thought it was for always he obviously had other ideas! He left couple of weeks before christmas after months of distancing himself more and more. he wants a divorce as soon as possible, I dont - cant get my head round it. Wants me to divorce him for unreasonable behaviour as he says he has got nothing on me as I haven't done anything wrong. Have tried to say this isnt necessary and we can work things out but he is determined. He started new high power job last

Day 12. sorry to say but mostly not a great day. Stbx started off being nice but then really lashed out on the phone and was generally not being nice at all. After a few mins I thought I dont need to listen to this any more. We are no loner a couple so I hung up and ignored my phone for the rest of the day. Any way today I wont bore you with the details of my day but instead post a poem that was sent to me today because a good friend thought I needed to read it. For those of you in a similar boat to me I think you will relate to this: -- W. E. Henley -- Invictus -- OUT of the night that

Have had another bad day.Yesturday was so good, I was starting to look forward to the future but today has seen more bad news.Got letter from council today saying my income support is stopping.because of S2bXs measly maintenance payments (£150 a month)they say I am getting too much now.So now will have to pay council tax and also free lunches, dental treatment etc is stopped. Text S2BX and he said he would pay me more.As if all that is stressing me is money. Last night when he phoned to speak to my son, he delighted me in telling how he has had a letter from the court saying the decree nisi