Day 7 - Not a good day today. Stbx has been nice and then really unpleasant and then nice and then unpleasant and then.... Well you get the picture. Had one very nasty call that upset me. I understand that she gets upset if I say something insulting about her to someone else but its hard to be nice about a woman who has an affair with you best mate. I have said things I am not proud of but maybe that is only human. I hope it doent make me a bad person. The big surprise today is that she says she wont go along with me divorcing her for adultery. Said if I had been more supportive that wouldnt

My wife has an affair but I can't get angry at her.Why not ? All I feel is worthless, what did I do that drove her to do this I wish she would tell me but all she say's is ''it's me you have done nothing wrong''.Well sorry but I must of have or why did you do it? I just feel worthless and a total failure.Its so hard to carry on when you love someone so much and they love someone else. Do these people who hit on married people realise the hurt they generate. They should all be named on here or some other site and publicly

Wednesday Here again just come home from a night shift the only sound in here is me tapping on this keyboard my daughter is at school wife? Oh yes she does not live here anymore. The weeks between her admitting her affair with the neighbour and last Sunday when she eventfully moved, well it was torture in the extreme. But now she is next door it’s a weight off my shoulders. Just not having to look at her or communicate too often has made my life so much easier. Its not easy don’t get me wrong, but from where I was back then, to where I am now I just feel so different. No I’m not happy by any