So...here I am. All settled in Las Vegas. First month under my belt, and as much as it has been a great move for me, my heart bears a heavy burden. The good: I love my new rental property. Its a wonderful home. I love my new job. I'm doing great so far and fully expect being the best at what I do there. My roommate moved in last weekend and paid me $500 US for Feb. rent. That's fantastic. My last job is paying me my monthly commissions, as agreed upon, so another $2500 US will be coming in this month. My 3 year old boy calls this "new house" or "Daddy & Hayes' house", which is

Hi all Thursday that was a strange day it started as only a morning can when you have a houseful of hung over teenage girls. It was so good to hear the giggling and joviality back in this home it has been like a prison cell at times lately so quiet and unwelcoming. I went to the bank to get some Euros for my daughter and ran into my stbx’s cousin we chatted for a while. She is shocked didn’t know what to say at first so I just told her to say exactly what you’re thinking. That opened the flood gates. She found this whole saga obscene neither her nor her husband will visit my stbx again, I

Well it's been a week now since my wife told me IT'S OVER and there's no more trying to work things out, well it's been three mths that we've been working at it and six to eight mths for her. Basicly I've spent a week crying thinking what am I going to do, why has she done this, what's wrong with me, had I done anything, why, why, why. We had a chat last night and I told her how hard I was finding it to let our marriage go, I sort of knew in the back of my mind that this would happen. The kids have accepted whatever happens, happens, I think because they haven't seen any phisycal change as