Hello!

I just need some blogging therapy before I make any attempt to go to bed.

I spoke to my husband tonight for the first time since he took our son out over a week ago. (It is interesting how our telephone contact has become less & less. When he first left he would text or phone every few days, sometimes more often, but now, particularly since he has moved in with her, I generally get one call regarding arrangements for the following weekend & that is it). I am determined not to interrupt his new life with her by texting or phoning, so tonight I asked my son to ask his dad, if he phoned,

What is it that I am hiding from..........

I changed my name to hide but what is it im hiding from.... If it was my x2b on the site then hes probably read all my blogs and found out who my friends are................he will know where I come for my help and support........he will have had a glimpse of how hes made me feel.........he will see lots of people who hurt.............and lots of people who care for each other so much.........what can he do to make me feel worse...........

If I run away from wiki what will I give up............my friends who I love very much..........my ability to

hello wiki's how u doing ???

on the lighter side of life if you give a !!!! my birthday drink ?

 i so enjoyed just being ................................free !!

and bieng back out  was brilliant ! well i did drink too much and yes i laughed and talked to new people( most were worse the wear for drink i guess ) oh well ?? so scarey seeing such young girls wearing next to nothing  with fake tans blonde hair etc sorry ladies if thats offencsive but i worry about my daughter she's coming up to that time in her life  and as her dad im cr**ping my self with  worry !!!! oh well she has to find her own