I am in the process of divorce husband committed adultery and within a few weeks had moved into his partners home, which was sold and then purchased a much bigger one. I am living with my mother and have been since the fmh was sold May 2006. Proceeds are lying in his sols bank account(they were the conveyancers.

Have had FA the FDR and finally a hearing. We are arguing that my housing needs are not met, at this point I must mention that my soon to be ex and his partner both work for the LA housing dept. At the final hearing (which turned into a further FDR as the judge did not have time to

.....................I WILL stop crying!!!!!!!

I am waiting for that day.......jeeeez.... just one whole day without bursting into tears at the most inappropriate times....

Went back to work on Monday after a weeks hols..... "how are you?".... that's it - away I go!!!!!

The strange thing is I am not a 'crying' sort of person.... and I usually pretty much 'just get on with it'..... this feeling is totally alien to me....

Walking around the supermarket the other day....there they were again.... walking down the frozen food aisle.... tears (jesus, where did that come from!!!!)

I don't like this

After the explosion of last Monday, when we had a massive argument, everything has settled down and I guess we are even being civil with each other – making small talk etc, although this small talk business I find unnerving and out of place. He is finding out what his pension is worth and I have arranged for estate agents to come and value our home.

The anger I have has finally dissipated and I am left with just a feeling of emptiness, of pointlessness, of futility, of sadness, of loss, of what I can’t really define. This feeling will pass like all the others, maybe it’s the come down