Here we go again insomnia. Really is bad at moment any ideas appreciated. Alcohol tends to ware off and I wake up with a swadust mouth.

GP wont give me ant sleeping tabs pitty tamazipam works a treat thuogh I admit you feel crap the next day but 15 hours sleep is great.

No one on site really 3=6pm everyone in bed.No chat room. Maybe I xan find an insomnia chatroom. Facebook has a club.ROFL.

Anyway 5am might try to go back for toss and turn and fight with pillow. Dogs probably lying on my side of bed now and wont shift. What a

Went to bed last night...and when I closed my eyes my heart juddered and I realised I had had a nightmare...I opened my eyes in blissful relief only to realise that I was not dreaming.....................

Oh my God help

Today's feeling = A bit confused

Well, learnt a few things over the last few days.

1) X2B does not want a divorce!

What?!?! Pardon?!?! Well, actually, she does not want a divorce yet. "I've got no intention of getting married in the near future so there is no need for a divorce".

OK. Well, yes, I guess I might of jumped the gun a bit because we had not discussed it. I had just assumed that she would want a divorce. Not too sure how I feel about it to be honest. I think I do want to get divorced, but I think that is just the "f*** you" attitude talking. I'll have to think about it some