Unfortunately been quite a while since I visited here. Due in no small part to BT being completely incompetent in installing a line in my "new" home - their systems could not find the address on 3 separate occasions and cancelled the order...the building is only 150 years old...so hardly a new build!

So - whats happened - well moved out at the end of August and then just a question of witing for pension forecasts to arrive before we were robbed at mediation again. STBX clearly wants to keep the house, it was not well recieved when I pointed out that the purpose of mediation was to reach a

OK reading one persons mentioning on suicide, I can tell anyone who has that frame of mind it isn't worth it. Please believe me it ISNT, from a very, very, personal part of my life it isn't worth it. Below I have put in an extract from my life story that Im writing when Ill finish, if Ill finish, I have no idea. The brief of the story is, my father was murdered while I was the young age of ten and I was standing beside him when he was killed. I had gone through so many things in life after that, that at one stage I too reached the "had enough". Had I done so then how would this life I

Okay.... it's a stupid title but there's two blogs in one here!!! lol

 

Flowers.... "you don't buy me flowers anymore"

Very apt.... as my STBX always bought me flowers....... birthday's... christmas'es.... anniversaries....

The reason being..... he knows/knew how much I love fresh flowers in my home.... and he knew how much I appreciated the thought and effort behind him sending me flowers....

No matter where he was in the country/world he always managed to send me flowers.... and I loved him for it !!!!!

I have always had fresh flowers in my home..... nothing special.... just 'supermarket'