well after a positive start to the week, things have been tricky but I am trying not to let it get me down too much.

Yesturday I went to my Jobcentre interview, 'New Deal for Lone Parents', after waiting an hour finally got seen, and when I told them of my health problems the fact I am on severe disability benefit, son has special needs etc they said they didn't expect me to look for work, and that I would be transferred to the 'sick-long term' lot, and would just get a reminder that they were there if I should feel like a bit of training at any time.So left with a bit of felling of relief I

Had a phone call yesterday from my ex boss, who was ringing to tell me I am being head hunted for a job that may be coming up in the not too distant future and would I be interested??

I picked myself up off the floor I replied "Yes".

After all the doom and gloom of the past week or so the glimer of hope is on the horizion maybe x

When you feel you are at rock bottom it is amazing how quickly some good vibes can spring you out of the doom and dispair you felt prior.

So next week I have arranged a meeting with the company involved and will be waiting with baited breath the offer that may or may

but the Innocence is gone forever.
Through time, so much knowledge has been gained.
And yet so many questions still remain.

Will the answers ever unfold
Attitude and thoughts are now conceived so differently.
Where are my real friends, and who are my enemies
Who and what are my real priorities
Will I still lose myself trying help every one else

I think not, the most valuable lesson I have learned,
my soul needs nourishing too.
But which path I take to do so, only I can