so I see the man of my dreams and it's like a bolt from the blue,to the extent that I cant be in the same room as him because the feeling is so intense.

After a eighteen months I finally get the chance to meet him outside of work.

Yes,I knew at the time his wife had left him eighteen months before our first date but I really wanted a shot at it. At 32 years old to be floored by only a glimpse of this man I needed to know who he was to make me feel this way.

what I have learned since 23rd April 2006 is patience. As someone who bounces of the walls and has to be told to stop for breath,I learned

Today is one of complete frustration.  I have been waiting for a first appointment for ancilliary relief as my stbx has decided he wants to leave the mess behind and 'get away from it all' and by volunteerng to go overseas for a year....As financial negotiations have not getting anywhere for the last 6 months I decided to go down the ancilliary relief path .

No problem.......Both parties consented, the court agreed an early first hearing due to his imminent departure and the court fee was duly paid and cashed more than 6 weeks ago after the court indicated a hearing would be listed before his

Yes I know I had a rant yesterday and I was worried about youngest staying with me last night BUT all went well.

 We had a lovely afternon and evening, visited his granny, watched DVD and played games.  He wants to see me for an extra night next week because Ex is taking the kids away and youngest says it would be too long until he would see me again.  No prompting from me, honestly.

He didnt mention his dad and didnt ask to ring him which suprised me.

He slept sound all night which is the big plus point.  He has night terrors which developed after the split and are very worrying.  They have got