Feeling a lot better thanks to you all :-)

I really was down over the weekend but I was amazed at the number of you who took the time to leave me a supportive comment. It really is great to know that there are people on this site who "give a damn".

You'll be glad to hear that I am feeling quite a bit more chipper today, a good deal of my improvement in outlook is down to the support from all of you out there - thanks again :-)

I also wanted to apologise for feeling so negative. The strange thing is that I still have a great deal of love for my ex2b and do want to see her enjoy the rest of her life. I feel that the system really drives