Funny sort of day really, played some tennis in the morning – it rained so we sat and chatted mostly, me and my friend.

Returned home around 12pm and really was feeling the whole day stretching out infront of me, I was tempted to go out, but didn’t.

So I decided to list some books to sell on Amazon, but then got soooo sleepy and went to bed at around 3pm.  I was exhausted, guess it’s the sleepless nights catching up with me.

Had a mixed tennis match in the evening, such a nice guy on the opposition side, he reckoned he liked the way I grunted or grrrrd or something when I missed a

Todays blog is dedicated to you Mrs.............. my ex, and one hell of a mother.

Yet again I am biting my tongue for the billionth time!!!!

Your weekend visitation time is due and suprise suprise there is a hitch.

This has just become the "norm" for the lat six months.

What does he think I wonder, when he waits for the phone to ring, for you, his mum to tell him what time he is allowed to come, and the phone never rings?

He must feel something, that must be why he then worriedly rings you to ask "is everything ok? what time can I come round?" hope in his voice.

"I can have you X day but not Y

Again a good nights sleep

Dilema really today – yesterday I was all for confronting him soon, but am having another change of mind.

I have two things that really need sorting before the provebal shit hits the fan.

1. We have bought a property in Slovenia which has not yet completed  It was all my idea, but because I am Australian I cannot buy it in my name.  This means it had to be done in my husbands name, which means he has to sign the papers.  I then intend to go over there – driving down with a friend (woman) to decorate it and furnish I, probably in