If only we knew what was round the corner of our lives,you could plan things, not make stupid mistakes, do things better, less exciting i know, but, in hindsight,ifs and buts and all that rubbish,i certainly would of written different things in my last blog,let me explain, this time last week ,i was feeling ok just back off hols, just feeling a bit lonely. 24 hours later, shopping in morrisons with my daughter, my life decides that i should have a heart attack,right by the tills, not the greatest place,so anyway,i get rushed off to the hospital, they stick

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                       thanks for all the responses, its great to hear all your thoughts.

            I know this sounds kind of screwy,but this place ive found here, its kinda comforting,i let you know how im feeling,and telling you all is one step on from no one.but HOW "2" make the next step,actually meet people. ive put up with my ex overdosing on pills in front of my kids, taken them to the mental unit of my local hospital on xmas morn and new years day so they could see her,deal with my then 10 year old deal with bed wetting for 18 months, and my 16 yr old son

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                           Idont know how many people there are in england,

  and there must be many different types of people,so how come i allways meet the same type? I only seem to meet people who i have to phone, or i have to go see, otherwise i dont see or hear from them, well not much anyway.It must be me,it cant be them,surely they cant allways be the same. I must sound like a miserable sod,allways bleating on! but all i want in life, is my kids to be happy, and some friends to have a laugh with. The first has been relatively easy,the second seems impossible, WHY im a normal