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Jul 21
2008
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I am so sorry for any upset or misunderstanding that I might of caused anyone due to my blog.
As most will know from my profile there is a picture of Pippa there.
When I was told I could not have anymore children, Pippa was the child I could not have, she was and always will be my little girl.
In the world we live in, receiving unconditional love and affection is a rare and beautiful thing, mine though sad and stupid to most will seem, was from Pippa.
I know what it is like to lose a child and the pain and heartache you have to endure, this I hope no one will ever experience, I have lost my father, family and friends, the pain I felt is the same pain I feel now.
I loved Pippa without care or thought to her being a pet. I know many will not understand but when you are deprived of love in your marriage you are grateful to receive it from any where you can.
Tonight I am writing this at 4 a.m. and when I finish I will again be back sat in my chair outside thinking and talking to Pippa, waiting for the sun to come up before I go to bed.
I can't face going to bed at night without her with me by my side, so I wait for the morning and pretend I am having a nap, usually I just lie there and cry.
I never intended or ever want to, cause pain and upset as there is too much in this world already, so I am very sorry if any was caused.
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mrsnomore
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| July 21, 2008 | ||
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No need to apologise Dawn, your pain and grief is true to you and the bond between a dog and owner is very very strong, comforting and heartbreaking. My first dog was my first baby and I truly understand how hard this has hit you. Don't apologise for your feelings and I found comfort in knowing that I had done my very best for my boy, he had had a great life, lots of love and gave more than he recieved in buckets x x x x | |
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jenny123
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| July 21, 2008 | ||
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Hi Dawn You don't need to say sorry for anything. I too know the pain of loosing a dog. It took months before I could tell anyone I'd lost mine, it's like loosing a close family member and the grieving process is the same. Your Pippa had a good life, the best I'm sure, try to remember the good times you shared. take care |
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gorgeous
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| July 21, 2008 | ||
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Hi Dawn Your feelings were real so sorry isnt needed. It will take you a long time to come to terms with Pippa no longer being there you take your time and remember the happy times. |
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stevie
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There is no need to say sorry Dawn think just misunderstanding. The pain you are enduring is the frank reality how much Pippa meant to you. Please take care of yourself and as Gorgeous ays try and focus on the happy times and the relief that Pippa is no longer suffering xx | |
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Zanth45
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| July 23, 2008 | ||
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Our own family dog died almost two years ago after a long and debilitating illness. She, too, was like a child to us and a highly valued member of the family. We her got as a 14 week old puppy, just two years into our marriage. I still miss her terribly and still find myself talking to her at any time of day when I am alone. When she was alive, we had happy times. She was part of our lives for 15 years. The loss of a pet does cause significant real grief - I do understand. Love, Zanth. |
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