.....9,10! My stbx is sat in the lounge with our 17 yr old Son (who hasn't got a clue that his Dad has a "new family"and will be telling him after his exams and then leaving him and his brother and me for a "new life") playing Pro Evo on the Playstation!....I can't bear to watch this monster anymore so have come upstairs to rant at my wiki friends...sorry all! I know that I insisted that we told them after their exams but this is so hard, the only thing keeping me going is the fact that exams are nearly done!! It breaks my heart to see my Son so happy although I am proud of myself for at

After listening to all my blogs I wanted to share this with you-my fav song at the mo is Leona Lewis track 4 Better in time-here's some of the lyrics

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

And even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve too

 

My favourite line is number 5

Most unfavourable line 4!!

 

Take care all much love

Blogging again.... Here I am again, was really looking forward to today with my Grandad but things went a bit pear shaped!! Met up with him at my Aunts, had cake and coffee then drove him home to my home town( where I met s2bx0 26 yrs ) Have been "home" a few times since finding out 4 months ago about "her" and all been well as leave motorway, then back country roads and bingo..Grandad's house. Not today..Major water leak that diverted us right through the town..massive traffic jam that we crawled in and stopped outside the spot where we had our first date, the pub where we had our first