Today would have been my 21st Wedding Anniversary, no gloom here as I've renamed it my celebration day...celebration of my two beautiful Sons who have shown me this week since finding out on Sunday that their Dad has a new family to go too, that I have a lot to celebrate. Ok stbx is a nasty , cheating liar but my Sons are a credit to me, two young men who since Sunday have protectecd me loved me and  looked out for me.  So together we are strong , positive and moving forward even though we've had the stuffing knocked out of us.  I know the future weeks, months are going to be hard, but we as

He's out of my bed as of yesterday and out of the house this coming Wednesday! After 5 months of keeping his nasty secret to protect my Boys and let them complete their revision and first year exams at University and AS Levels we have told them and as you all said they are real treasures! Youngest knew we had problems , eldest has lived away from home for nearly a year so hadn't really known but boy did they react when they heard about "her"! No respect what so ever left for their Dad, so angry with him and so protective of me. I really now know that what I did was soooo right  although I've

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Not long now to my Son returns from Uni, can't wait to see him but so worried about the outcome of the "big tell"? Funny that I've waited so long now for this moment and now feel scared that this time next week who knows what will be going on? Have found some info  in stbx's briefacse today about houses for rent and viewings for this week so really really hopeful that there is still a little bit of humanity left in him and he will just leave after we have told the Boys. This was the deal and I feel I have done enough for him now , time for him to play his part! Just want the Boys to