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May 29
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Im in a good place emotionally, feeling very settled and ready for anything.
I realise this may not last, but hope it will. You guys know what im like.
My depression is lifting, (after a very bad 12 months) and i give all my friends at Wiki most of the credit. You make me laugh and put up with me. i will be forever grateful.
Life is good, i got lots of stuff going on, and am looking forward with head up shoulders back and tits out and a big smile on my face.
I have put up with enuf crap from x and his g/f Chucky, including his suicide threats when i refused to take him back, and her death threats towards me and her stalking me for a time, though i do still look out the window to make sure she is not about.
I dont worry when they have a bad time, he made his bed, i cant worry when he spends time in the cells for beating her up, i cant worry when she bashes him with the iron, or knives him. I feel sorry for him, but he chose to stay there. (it was never like that when we were together)
I still get txt from him saying how sorry he is, and wait and see..... i dont let them get to me, and just reply 'ok'. Im not playing the mind games anymore.
I know im better off without him. I feel free, and Happier than i have been for a very long time.
I have started the divorce without him knowing, he refused to sign the acknowledgement, but ripped it up and left it with me, so all it took was an affidavit and a copy of it and off we go. He will be pissed off but not my worry anymore.
Ive sorted my CV and am really chuffed with it, im so much more capable than i thought. I have volunteered to do admin work at local hospice charity to get me out with people and will look good on my CV. I have volunteered for the Samaritans to aid with my counselling skills. Counselling course starts in September, doing my IT courses, and can wiki when im there too.
Look out world.....Here I come!!!!!
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mike62
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Whatever happened to 'Mish the Mouse'? Good for you girl! Really pleased to hear that things are going well for you. Living proof that it DOES get better. Onwards and upwards Mish - tomorrow, world domination! Mike  |
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mrsnomore
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What a great blog entry Mish! Love the tits out analogy! Lol! Independence day indeed! Good for you x | |
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mrsnomore
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Love this blog entry Mish x Independant and pushing the tits out! Lol x Good for you chuck x | |
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Falk
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Thats great you are feeling so pos. Remember PMA. You will be fine. U are a great person and you have a lot to offer the world. Nice 1 xxxxx | |
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smoker
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well mishy if you need a ref,for your 'new' councelling job,you can have one from me !because i could not have coped without all the love and support you have given me,you will be fantastic at it,and you will move on with your life and leave that pair of tits behind  love and kisses ...smoker |
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IKNOWNOW
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Well Mish, Onwards and upwards and like you say, chest out. Now it is time to look out for you, not him and look forward. Stick with your friends on wiki and we will support each other. Good that you are getting out and meeting people and doing something for yourself at the same time, you go girl! xx Sarah xx |
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FBGS
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Well there are so many good things in there aren't there. A really great outlook on life. See helping all us sad people out has made you realise that things aren't so bad for you after all. I also think that you are giving so much with your voluntary work and counselling. I have the impression that you will do very well with that (as long as you don't take other people's loads off their back and put it on yours). I look forward to meeting you at wiki weekend. Jules |
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