do we let them get the better of us eh ?? can we help it ?

Hi Mr B and wiki pals..

so an up and down yest pm and today.

in true typical style i did the bridgit jones thing...after making my appts with estate agents and stuff and sobbing my heart out to my mum...(bless her she deserves a medal) i doned my sloggies, made mashed pototoes and brains faggots.....

watched 27 dresses, now i dont expect the guys to know but the wiki ladies I do...its a funny romantic comedy about ??? yeah uummmm a girl, her bridesmaid dresses (ive only ever been 1 thank god !! and that was to my mum 11 years ago) and

hi my blogman & wiki friends..

feeling abit sad and funny today....

ive left a mesg for  old friend (he's a financial consultant) as need to get some financial advice -

have rung 2 estate agents and made appts for them to come and value house...

had tears this am when  rang my friend...thank god i left a mesg....

this all seems so real but not real you know ?

but its all about taking control isnt it ?...as my ex is doing more than he should be paying 60% of everything with me 40%, i know he's not going to keep on doing this....so I want to be the one in control, the one who emails him and says we

Hi Mr Blogman (your looking mighty fine this eve I might add ! wink wink)

and to my gorgeous wiki pals..

so my day..........my wedding anniversary day...

woke up and it was the first thing I thought of...so I sang to mself.

"happy anniversary to you, happy anniversary to you bla bla bla..." my cat who was sat with me just stared........mum what the beep are you doing ???

got up fed kittens, cup of tea and an hour of wikiying later got showered and dressed.....hold on what no card ?? no flowers ?? no hug or kiss from ex ?? eerrr no ! ha...

with the fear of the dentist I drove H to be MOT'd,  now I