yesterday was my step daughter's 20th birthday. You would think her dad would have been at home for that, but no, Scouts came first again. No sooner was i in the door at 7.30, then he was out again saying he had stuff to do for scouts and bits and pieces to deliver to scouts groups from the weekend. That could have waited. I rang a few times from 10pm onwards and eventually got a call back about 11. Funny how he managed to talk to someone else 5 times (he told me) but couldnt ring me back. Said he got caught up and then popped to Asda to get a cake. He came home about 11.15 in the end. I was

Well it's now Tues. Didn't see my hubby until late on Sun nite and last nite he was working late and i saw him briefly for about 5 mins before i went to my bed. Is it worth it i ask myself. Its like were living sepate lives. Mentioned i wanted to go to Royal Highland show in edinburgh next weekend and he said he would like to go to, but has Scout competiton again that weekend, so if we want to go together will have to take a day off work and go on the Thurs instead. Think the only reason he really wants to go is cause the Scouts will have a stand there and they are looking for volunteers.

Uneventfull day really. Had a wee lie in and then headed for town. Popped my cv into Barclays Bank in the hope that i might get an interview. Then home. Watched a dvd, waved my daughter goodbye off to work as she works 4-12, then went up to stables and rode my horse. Weather is warm but alas no sun !!! Waiting for hubby to come home as he's been in Edinburgh for the weekend, but as he's not phoned i've no idea what time he'll be back. He's prob in the pub as usual. Never mind i had a nice weekend without him Didn't really miss him either.