It is a given that many of us here are depressed, mixed up or even suicidal. That means we don't always act rationally or speak rationally. However, surely banning someone simply represents ANOTHER rejection on top of the awful feelings of rejection and loneliness that many of us face. In fact, banning someone from possibly the only support network that they have may even cause an outcome that could be catastophic. To those that are concerned with this I would like to ask this:

Please consider VERY carefully whether banning somebody is a humane thing to do. We are all adults here and we can

Well, this will be my last blog for a while. I am hogging the blogging!

Today I had a long and painful conversation with ex but some things are resolved. I will be seeing oldest today and youngest tomorrow. Will also be looking after them both for one night next week (Monday/Tuesday).  Still feeling fragile but there is light at the end of the tunnel. Phew!

 

Andy

This might be a long blog Mr blogman, I am trying to make sense of what has happened to me over the last three days. So first i think I will put it in chronological order and then try to explain it.

 

On Monday, I went round to see my children at the invitation of my ex. I spent 4-5 hours there and came away happy at having been with my family again. As time went on though, I became more and more down and when I woke up Tuesday, I knew I was in trouble. I was longing for my children so much! I drove down to Luton to stay in a hotel to look for a new place to live on Wednesday. On the way down,