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Mar 28
2012
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oh yay...Posted by intwilitezone74 in bad day, anger hate revenge, accepting its over |
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I better not cry anymore. My eyeball has now hemmoraged. I feel just lovely... The white of my eye is covered completely with RED. I think I scared a few people during classes today. They probably thought that I looked possessed. ;)
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Canuck425
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| March 29, 2012 | ||
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Maybe you could go with the whole zombie theme? http://www.dudeiwantthat.com/h...edding.asp Be patient. This sucks. We know. Cry, it's ok. I certainly have. You said in a message to me that we have to take the right steps. True. We also have to go through the process and cannot accelerate it. I wish I could, that's for sure. So be patient and be patient with your impatience  . You say you want to learn about yourself. You can. It takes work and reading and reflection and talking and writing and thinking. Just even wanting to learn is a huge step, I think. Be kind to yourself. Find really little things just for you. You're not ready to draw? That's ok. Maybe look at some drawings that speak to you? Maybe have a little chocolate every day? Maybe step into the sunlight (or dreary grey) and take a minute to appreciate the beauty around you? Give yourself little gifts. Take care |
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intwilitezone74
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| March 29, 2012 | ||
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LOL Canuck, maybe I could be sitting on it when the stbx comes home from his trip. The red on the comforter is the exact color of my eyeball! (so i'd even match) Raybird, nothing wrong with a chuckle. I startled myself a few times when I walked past the mirror.  |
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freefalling
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| March 30, 2012 | ||
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Yep, I know how you feel. Cried at work yesterday. I looked like death warmed up. No amount of make up/face putty masks it. Take care, all we can do is take baby step each dayxxxxxxxxxxx |
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scaryspice
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| March 30, 2012 | ||
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I've found that laughter even if it's at them and their pathetic new life ,is so good for making you feel human again. Having the kids around makes it easier and they are happier if they see you can laugh again.I haven't been able to for the last two years as the thoughtof that b***h has been a huge weighton my shoulders .at least I know he is with her and don't have to worry every day that he might be with her .If that makes sense. I am going for no contact at all unless i absolutely have to for the kids.It makes me feel so much better and know it really p****s him off because I am ignoring him. Take care xx |
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