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Feb 01
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Yesterday was one of the best days I have had in a long time. It was my lunchdate with my ex boyfriend. It was great. I arrived before he did and was having a coffee, up he popped and we chatted and chatted like we had seen each other every day for the last 10 years, it was great. It was nice to get dressed up for someone, yes I wanted to look good, and I blooming well did.
It was nice to get complimented on looking and smelling so good. He has made me feel like I am worth something, that I am interesting and that I deserve to feel as good as he made me feel.
We kind of compared war wounds, he is seperated from his wife but still living in same house. He respects and admires her as a mother, but he isnt in love with her anymore. It was nice (strange use of the word) to talk to someone who was going through a similar situation.
Before too long 2 hours had gone by and I had to go to my meeting and he was going back to work. It was the best 2 hours I've had in ages, the ease I felt with him, and how we could chat about everything and anything with no holds barred, was refreshing.
I would like to see him again, I dont know if I mean as a friend or something more, friends will be fab for now. I have left the ball in his court. I am hoping that he would like to do this again. I do think there was a spark between us, we were each others first loves. He told me he had always had a soft spot\affection for me. And do you know what I think I have too.
Thats not to say my marriage meant nothing, it meant everything but a marriage cant be one sided, so its time to look further on down that windy road, and surround myself with people and situations that make me feel this good :)
MJ xxx
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ascatfish
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| February 02, 2012 | ||
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Well done MJ. Im so glad you had a great lunch date. Its great to feel wanted and appreciated  |
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caz2011
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| February 02, 2012 | ||
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Well done you hun glad you had a nice time hun he will be intouch again without a doubt x | |
Nanny18
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| February 03, 2012 | ||
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I'm so glad it went well MJ, hope you get lots more chances to get dressed up. xx | |
Young again
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| February 03, 2012 | ||
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It was a pleaseure to read that MrJ. I am so very pleased for you and thank you for sharing your good time. It is always good to see some light filtering through from the end of that dark tunnel. May it long continue and I hope Mr Lucky realises just how lucky he is! Best wishes, YA |
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Patrick1968
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| February 03, 2012 | ||
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Well done and I'm glad you had a good time but here it comes....Just be careful Mr Jane you are in a vuranable place and so is he. | |
Canuck425
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| February 03, 2012 | ||
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I'm a little with Patrick here. It's so good you had a nice time but be careful. Be sure to stand on your own two feet and be detached from the outcome if you can. Enjoy the moment but don't skip ahead to the future. If it doesn't work out between you two, that's ok. No big deal. There are so many more men out there. Don't tie your happiness to any one outcome or person. Find that within yourself and let it shine through. |
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MrJane
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| February 03, 2012 | ||
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I know I'm in vunerable place, as is he. I cannot think about another relationship but that doesn't mean I don't want one. It is the way he has made me feel that I love, | |
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