Email from solicitor today was not what i wanted to hear.  Cafcass report doesn't help my case, although I haven't seen it yet, and solicitor doesn't seem very encouraging.

Cafcass officer doesn't seem to have taken on board anything from the 2 meetings.  Now I have to hope that I/we can get some of it out in court.

Life at home is becoming pretty grim, living with an alcoholic depressive who won't accept any responsibilty for her future or the childrens.  Now she is spending money in a completely irresponsible fashion I assume either on credit cards or further debt.  

Roll on next week and the

What a weekend, travelled across the whole country, got soaked and sunburnt and still didn't get any!!

But it did get your attention and it makes me smile to think about it again.  I think over that last year or so any sort of physical relationship has been absolutely the last thing on my mind, now well who knows.

So to update the blog, working away last weekend so didn't see children until sunday evening.  Both very tired and having done next to nothing as far as I can tell.  At least I didn't have phone calls on Sat night because their mother was passed out.  Both very pleased to see me which

Yesterday was the childrens interview by Cafcass to help the cafcass officer reach a conclusion re his recommendations to court.  I arrived 5 mins early to find they had already started which I was disappointed about.  I wanted the children to see I was there in support.  This also forms the childrens statement to court, so quite important.

Not sure it made much difference to what the children said however.  Feedback from cafcass officer sounded helpful to me - they want to spend equal time with both of us, which is what I am asking for.  All I can hope now is that stbx will see sense (big ask