I've not blogged in a long time, So here goes..

I attended my first sols appointment on the 9th april, Tht went ok & she reassured me tht if he didn't contest adultery it would be a fairly straight forward divorce. We have no assests, house or child maintance to sort out. So fingers crossed it will be straight forward. My daughter (17) moved out of the family home & went to live with friends on the very same day. I was sad to see her go, But relieved as I didn't nolonger have to tolerate her weekly binge drinking sessons, which often or not resulted in me being hit by her.

Since april 9th

I have been having real issues with my daughter (17) & today she told me tht she has been keeping to herself who her father is with. God knows how she has managed to do this without it ripping her apart inside :( She then proceeded to tell me tht, She has bought him a lap top & tht he is driving her 4 x 4 & she is considering buying him a new car ( How frigging nice is tht ) My daughter was really upset as she called her dad & asked when he'd be down to which he replied " i'm busy & I don't have the time & i'm not sure when i'll be down next"

My daughter then told me tht his new woman has 2

I haven't blogged for a few days, I have had alot going on...

Sunday I came onto wiki & poured my heart out in the chat room. About how I have been covering up the bad things up in my life, By pretending it isn't really happening :( A special thks to Fat Boy Getting Slim & the others who comforted me & gave there words of comfort, suport & advise. I have decided to write about my life on wordpad, It's going to take me ages & i'm hoping it might give me some insight why I deal with certain situtions the way I do & why i'm so unjustly harsh on myself. I doubt tht i'd blog tht as some of it is