Divorce on the way, riding the roller coaster, darn texts and emails.

Back and forth back and forth. I have been seperated for 6 months now. She has pulled me back and forth, I feel as if I am an emotional yo-yo. I like to write, so I have sent some pretty interesting emails and texts, but I think it just puts even more distance becasue I am a bit more emotional than her. She writes bland no-commital stuff, that I get to imagine and intepret to my biggest fears and wildest wonderful outcomes. In a matter of 30 seconds she told me she had indeed begun a new relationship but was not sure she wanted a divorce. How do you settle that in your mind? She is a kind