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Mar 26
2008
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Where I am nowPosted by phoenix1 in Untagged |
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It's been quite a while since I have updated my blog and don't some things happen fast !! My life has totally changed and I am starting to enjoy myself once again and a smile has returned to my face once more.
''Emotions'' Boy what are they all about and how many different one's are there? Seem to of had them all and sometimes all in the same day. What is that about?
Different people deal with things differently and I don't want any of you thinking he couldn't of loved his wife or is a heartless git as I loved my wife but need to move on and fast.
I am one of the lucky one's I have been through some pretty tough times in my life including numours operations, the deaths of 3 very very close friends in separate accidents who I met at 1st school and grow up with, and survived one of the worst football disasters in this country but saw some horrific things. What I'm trying to say is that certain things that happen in your life make you the person you are today and yes at the time I struggled, really struggled with some of them, but I came through it a better person and will come through this an even better person to.
So to catch up on my story, I tried to patch things up with my wife but soon found out that it is extremely hard when there is three of you in the marriage. Despite what she was telling me she was still seeing him most weekends and talking to him on the phone and I could hear what was being said and it got to the point where I thought '' I don't want this anymore'' I was starting to hate her for what she was doing to me and decided enough was enough. She had killed the love I had for her. I asked myself questions and looked for answer's to why she had done it but in the end I knew I would never find out the truth and searching for the answers was killing me inside so I stopped looking, I had to.
We are still living together (it's fun!!) The house is now on the market and I can't wait for it to be sold.The divorce is going through and we do agree on everything so it should be quite easy to sort out. I need to get away from her, the final string cut and the true start of my new life.
A few months ago I never dreamt I would be where I am now and can't believe how much help Wiki and you guys on here have been. Some of you have been through some awful awful things which made me embarressed to be a male and I just can't understand how or why people do some things. My god some of you are strong!! But your storys and blogs helped me to understand that my wifes affair was not the end of the world and was nothing in comparison to some of your storys.
I would like to say a special thanks to Rosiegirl,Angel,Mike62,Gone1, FBGS,Dukey and Fender for all the help you have given me, even if you didn't realise.
One final note
This isn't the end guy's, this is the start of your new life
Hugs and happiness to all
Broken1
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rubytuesday
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| March 27, 2008 | ||
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Hi Broken Good to hear you sounding so positive - both in your blog and in chat too. " This isn't the end guy's, this is the start of your new life" - wise words, Broken, I will remember them. Ruby |
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denmanra
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| March 27, 2008 | ||
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nice one broken, we come from similar relationship backgrounds, lets hope we end up in similar futures, both of our own take it easy Ricky |
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mongmong99
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| March 28, 2008 | ||
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"Some of you have been through some awful awful things which made me embarrassed to be a male" - yeah, I'll second that. | |
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Elle
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| March 28, 2008 | ||
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May I wish you well in your new life..or as we Scots say....aw ra best, I am really happy for you. Elle |
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fenderfunk
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| March 28, 2008 | ||
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Hey familiar sernario broken,, but positive words, ones we can all take encouragement and hope in, all the best mate,, rick | |
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rosiegirl
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| March 28, 2008 | ||
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Heartless git? After talking with you for some time now Broken, those are the last words I would use to describe you - you have a very big heart. And you have helped me just as much, as you know. so thanks right back at you  |
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marriaa
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| March 29, 2008 | ||
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I am happy things are working out,it shows that there is life at the end of the tunnel,have a nice weekend |
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loobyloo747
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| March 30, 2008 | ||
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I am in same situation, cant wait to sell house & get out of here, but it seems to be taking a very long time. Hopefully i will feel like you soon. | |
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