I was in a relationship that was like a merry-go round. Finally got off that ride, only to be on a Roller coaster ride of emotions. When will it end? I can't count how many times i've felt optimistic yesterday and days before only to burst into moments of uncontrolable tears of sadness, anger and frustration.

I am trying out a programme that i planned out for myself. It is called the 15 day programme. 1 day for each year of my marriage. After 15 days i take back ownership of my thoughts and actions!

Each day i plan to work through my emotions. I plan to think about what went wrong(guess i can

Here is a little devotional i read to myself over and over, when the darkness comes. I find it helps. Hope you find it useful too.

When Life puts a Mountain in your way, Don't Forget.......

You've faced mountains before.

Don't be afraid.

You are strong.

Just Start climbing.

Imagine yourself reaching your goal.....

Your attitude can free you or keep you bound.

You have your spirit, mind, and body.

The wisdom to know how to compensate.

CRY if you want

KICK & SCREAM. It's okay

Get it out of your system. Check your worries at the gate. Remember.... it's just another mountain.

You have climbed mountains

It is 6am, cant sleep, it'll be a week on monday, since he texted me that he has decided that divorce is what he wants. My life has kind of felt upside down since. Even though i knew it was a possibility.

My life in a nut shell.

Got married at 19, felt i had met the perfect guy for me. He was kind, sweet and full of promises. The strong silent type, that i felt will always protect me. In hind sight strong and silent was not what i needed.

After a year of marriage, cracks started to show, we both wanted different things. I wanted an education and went ahead to get one. He lived for the moment.