Why dont people take me seriously!!

People treat me like a bimbo...even reps that come into my salon,they all treat me like i,m thick...wat is it with me?...Do i look thick?..do i come accross as thick...as far as i,m concerned,i,m a strong, independent, articulate women....I,m not a bimbo!!! ( i have to admit i,m not great at spelling...but i cant be totaly perfect...lol)

Wiki is my salvation...cos we are all the same..equal!!

it does,nt matter wat we look like were all the same inside...

Men treat me like a toy and women look at me like i,m gonna steel there men....WHY?

Thats why i choose to

How dow i move on??...i come on wiki and i,ve made some great friends...

i,m always the life and soul of the party....i help the newbies to find hope..but wat about me?  Where do i get hope from?

i never really talk about myself....but latley i,ve been letting bits out to u all on wiki(my friends)...then i go into this dark place..i want to cry..this morning i,m crying reading my own bolg( this is not me guys,why do i feel like this?)...i,ve never read it since i posted it(my story)..

so how do i move on?? its been 3 years nearly...how do i trust again? i was,nt just hurt, the man i loved with

Igot married age 22 to the man of my dreams...or so i thought! he seamed uninterested in me after the honeymoon,he started to pick away at me with out me realizing....all i craved from him was the love he,d shown me in the begining,the love i deserve in return for the love i sowed hin everyday......i keept wondering wat i,d done wrong and tried every day to be a good wife..

My daughter came along a year later..i pland her because i was lonely...over the years things got worse,he bacame so abusive and violent..over the years i tried to leave him but he always bullied me into coming back....i