I have had a most distressing day with H at his psychiatrist - who plans to give H some therapy in order that H can understand his emotions and can decide whether we are to separate etc.  H has a psychological problem, is not remember what is said or not said within the marriage and psychiatrist has now included me as being party to the unrest.  Psychiatrist keeps saying that I am showing so much anger and rage.  A counsellor from Relate who deals with spouses of those with AS suggested I did not go to psychiatrist with H as I would be made mincemeat of - she was right -I am not the patient. 

Well, that's another thing out of the way.... alternative SoA (you know, the one grounded in reality rather than the ex trying to eradicate my from my son's life).

Just mostly a waiting game now it would seem (not that it has been anything different for most of this year)......

14th July first hearing for Contact and Residence, 30th July exchange of Form E's or start of Ancilliary Relief Proceedings if she doesn't respond.  This will be the Form E that I submitted on the 17th April.........

Would be good to know how long the Nisi is likely to take from Acknowledgement of Service.  However, the

Than you all for your support when I am feeling so low.  Looks like its time to increase my anti-depressants. I really wish all this would end soon. I feel completely lost and totally down. I have never felt this bad when I haven't got jobs in the past but on top of everything else I find it very difficult to cope with.

Decided to go for maintenance order. More expense but having been unsuccessful in the interview leaves me with no choice. I have tried sleeping, playing with my daughter, studying, watching TV, calling friends etc. Still feel like depressed and sad.

 I have to be strong for the