Yesterday it was 21 days before i can put in for my divorce with 2 yrs separation. H turns up with a pouting lip and says he needs to put some stuff in the garage because he has left the OW. The reason was because he had had a row with her teenage daughter and the OW hadn''''t stuck up for him. I told him if i had put a man before his kids he would go mad at me. He said he had slept on the sofa and the OW had got up and gone out to the gym without him and not spoke to him. I reminded him we didn''''t speak for 7 months and he never left me, but he couldn''''t remember that. ( the old rewrite

4 months have past since my last blog on here, so I just thought it might help me to have another rant about my never changing situation! Looking over my other entries from January, I was on the verge of moving out and starting afresh. For one reason or another though, I''m still here, and just starting to have a really bad time again. Those reasons may have been even my mother-in-law saying, "Don''t you move out, you''ve done nothing wrong here" or just me not wanting to split up my family. I guess I don''t need to tell anyone here what an awfully hard step it is to take. On one hand, I

Wow. Sometimes I think she''s actually crazy. Really crazy. Monday devolved into a yelling session and I am not even sure why. Finally I snapped and yelled back. Tonight we met to talk about a few issues and I was trying to get out of there fast to avoid more yelling but she found that disrespectful and snapped. The yelling started again.

When she yells and gets angry the mean stuff comes out of her mouth. Today it wasn''t mean at me it was threatening around access to see the kids. Nice. The thing is, right now, she has the control and she knows I care. A lot. She yells at me how clear it is