Really had enough of being stuck in this cycle of emotions and coping with being a single parent. Contacted my health v yesterday who is going to try and get my daughter into a nursery one half day a week to give me a break. I have docs tom to get tablets as I got a high score on the depression scale with hv. Glad i have asked people for help and told them how I am feeling with to many bad days and not enough good days. Marriage councelling called last night and I have a app for tue asked my ex to come to join me at councelling as I need to talk over my feelings in a way that hopefully he

Many times when we are in love we have to make sacrifices. Though we should never, ever sacrifice who we are as individuals, sometimes being in true love means that we must sacrifice things like plans we may have already made, so that we can be there for someone we truly love. Sometimes true love may require us to sacrifice acquiring more material possessions so that we may be able to develop a closer intimate bond with someone we truly love. Sometimes love will require us to give love in moments that we know we would rather receive love, and sometimes true love will force us to put

I sent a msg to the wife telling her that i still loved her and the kids and that i wanted to fight for our relationship and would do anything that it took. All she could say was its over and that she didn't want to see me. This is the first time she has said to me now that its over. Im truly distraught. I only left the house as she asked me to. Little did i realise that i would never be going back and that the police would turn up while my eldest son(7) was still awake and not be able to say goodbye to him :( Emotionally im in absolute tatters. I've never felt like this before