SO my first blog may actually turn out to be quite a positive one, here goes.. Once again this evening I have found my self eating my way through a comfort food (tonight's special is Jelly Babies) reflecting on my life and how wrong I think its gone, how different it is looking now compared to my plan this time last year and generally feeling sorry for myself. But actually more and more I am now thinking what a lucky escape I have had, and that maybe things have taken a turn for the better. A few people have heard bits of my 'story' and on many occasions they have had to see me go

I haven't blogged for a while. Seems strange really. Last time I did I was still in so much turmoil. I am happy to say not so much these days. I am still in the process of settling things financially and that is difficult at times but emotionally I am in a much better place. Which brings me to Valentine's Day. Did I enjoy myself that day? Yes. I purposely set out to make that day special for me. My thoughts on that day: Ahhhhh Valentine’s Day! The day that symbolises love and romance. Well,l romanced myself today. I spoke to some lovely wiki peeps in the morning. I spoke to my

Today I weighed 13 stone 11 pounds. That's the same as last week so no loss but I though last week was a fluke anyway so I'm glad to not have gained anything. Last month my goals were: Lose 4 pounds: I weighed 14 stone 1 pound last week so this was successful. To be able to run 2.2 miles in 20 minutes: I did this once but I can't do it consistently. To be able to row 2000 metres in 10 minutes: As it turns out I have a problem with my hip and rowing for longer than a couple of minutes causes me a lot of pain. I'm steering clear of rowing for the time being. This month my goals