Hey all in 29 days time it was a year when he destroyed my world and nearly a year on got a great letter im entitled to my divorce for his unreasonable behavior my decree nisi is to pronouced on 12th nov at 10.30 any one know how long now befor im rid of him. Any way im still very much in love with john and very happy cant believe how this year has flown by so looking forward to our first christmas together last christmas was awfull cried all day im going so make up for it this year. THANK YOU ALL MY WIKI FRIENDS COULDNT OF DONE IT WITHOUT YOUS

I talk a lot for work. I just delivered a 45 minute presentation that was pretty important. I stress about these things and typically they go pretty well. I was quite nervous about this one as it was my first talk in front of these people. There were lots of sales and marketing people all ready to listen to what I want them to do. It can be a tough audience. I nailed it and it went very well. This happens to me most of the time. I get nervous about it and then deliver well. In the past I would have stressed with my wife about the talk. Then when I nailed it I would call and she would

My problem is that I think too much, I analyse things (it's my job after all!) and I analysed our relationship down to the tiniest detail. This process hurt, I mean it really hurt but I do think that it was necessary. I was near suicidal at one point in fact if it wasn't for my children there is no saying what I would have done in the early hours, deprived of sleep and in my darkest moments when my world had felt like it had imploded around me. I look back at the repressed, unsatisfied (in sooo many ways ;p), unhappy person that I was and I cannot for the life of me fathom how I actually