Ok, I did cry twice, but it was only a slight leakage and it was because caring people were caring for me. But on the whole it was a nice day. My poor long suffering mum who has been looking after her 39 yr old daughter came down with a fever and actually let ME look after HER. I was able to sort her out with a doctor appointment (she is visiting from Canada), get the prescription, put her to bed, now she is sleeping and healing. But it all happened over school pick up time. In order to sort the kids out i started to call one of those wonderful friends who you know would do anything to help,

Had a text from a friend i made on here and it has prompted me to look back in... so hi everyone :) Smiling a lot more now... I have cracked on with the refurbishing of my grans old place and moved in a couple of weeks ago. Had a week in Spain with some friends, fishing in the mountains... cold, wet and miserable most of the time but had fun and it was the escape i needed. Then bang.... I met this lovely lady and totally out of the blue my life has changed for the better. She motivates me with the house refurb, has helped me smile and... is there to talk to and listen. Did not

Well that was one of the best weekends we''ve all had for a long,long time . The kids both made a miraculous recovery ! and Saturday was party day with a bungee run and 15 14 year olds plus my 10 yr old . They looked so happy and just proved to me that we don''t need Him and that it wouldn''t have happened if He had still been here as He hated going to see my sister . Following on from a thread on the forum , my sister said how she had noticed me change over the years and how He appeared controlling and I always seemed on edge ,whereas now I seem back to my old fun self.Was it Him ,or was