I suppose you really have to start at the beginning of things don't you? Go right back to where it began or good stories just don't make sense, you can't jump in the middle and hope that the reader will understand what's happened, what's going on in your head or where you even think you are going. So the first couple of posts will be the back story, I hope I can catch up to where I am now... but right now, it doesn't feel like I will catch up ever! I've been married for 5 years but we were together for 7, I am a few years older than my husband and had been on my own for a long time

What was it I said yesterday? I'm getting stronger? Well woke up this morning with that all familiar heavy heart feeling. What a come down. First thought was her. Listened to the radio on way to work. Big mistake. Bruno mars was playing. ( he must be sponsored by Prozac. Lol) when I was your man. Nearly had me in tears. Two songs later. Pink. Give me a reason. Don't get me wrong. I love them songs. But at times I just feel the whole world wants to keep reminding me the love has gone. Spent most of the day feeling down, radio off and trying to smile. It got easier the closer to six it

So, where to