Can anyone advise me ....

The Judge awarded the costs against him and granted the divorce. I have not received a copy of the Decree Nisi (is there one) however the solicitor has sent the bill of cost to me. I have already paid a substantial amount and in my opinion she should be forwarding the entire bill to him. At court she said I would have to settle the account with her and then file a claim against him. I don't see why I should pay a penny when the Judge awarded costs against him. Furthermore this man cost me my home and left me in enormous debt. I doubt she can pursue the costs from me

My wife admits to having an affair for 4 months and during that time she even when on a 4 day holiday with him while I was at home looking after my step son,her son ! She then booked approx 6 hotel rooms for afternoon sessions shall we say which went on her credit card which then came out of our joint account,as did the 4 day holiday thinking about it. I still love her so much and want her back but why do I feel like this? I should hate her for want she has and is doing to me. I don't understand why I feel like this.

JAN 4th

Daughter 3's friend slept, Daughter 1 at cinema and daughter 3 at home and he cooked nice dinner for me, him and daughter 3. All quiet and then POW!!!

My parents are called 't**ts and they are not allowed in my house again.... why well dont ask me!!! he says they defend me and my kids and dont care about him... he is just the b*****D that pays for they daughter mmmm.

He went for a drive to calm down and i went to bed in tears again.

What is the matter with him, he is so difficult to understand he has this impenetrable shell, that gets thicker as time goes on. If only he could see I