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Apr 01
2009
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This is ridiculousPosted by lancsman in my day today, good day, feeling sad and alone |
Had a much better day today work was ok and the sun shone and i got through it with no communications from my wife. Came back from work and went the gym to get rid of any anger felt much better. But tonight it has all gone downhill, went to do some decorating for my mother, and that broke me, the last time I decorated was with my wife in our home, ur beautiful home where we were both happy, why couldnt she tell me she was happy before i threw everything away? nothing is ever going to be the same again, I cant function without her , its ridiculous how dysfunctional I am without her, I cant believe how stuoid i have been in walking out , and now I miss her she wont take me back, i am close to begging but wont do that .These last two month have been hell, sorry to go on and on i am so sorry .

dalemetz
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| April 01, 2009 | ||
| dont be sorry man i know what yer saying,i thought that when we agree on the divorce what a relief but once the reality has set in (today signned the final papers)it the reality sucks my whole life is turnned upside down and it sucks but dont be sorry man it does suck but they tell me it gets better hang tough | ||





