I truly despise you

I cannot look you in the eye

I want to melt the flesh off your face with just one look

I want to you suffer.......BIG TIME

I need you to get the F_CK out of my life

Frankly I need you to fall off the face of the earth

I need you to stop rubbing her face in mine

I wish you would act like a grown up

I'd love you to take responsibility

I'd love for you to say sorry but mean it

I want to stop feeling like krytonite when you look at me that way

For god sake...just bog

For me it will be two years in June since the immortal words were uttered and life as I knew it ceased.  Strange how your world can collapse in an unsuspecting moment. 

Time to take stock; this is where I am at.  Externally I am officially divorced, the house has an offer which we have accepted, I am actively trying to climb back on the horse and my social life is more vibrant.

Internally I have shifted in my own mindset.  At the beginning I didnt think I could live without his love.  Well I have for the last two years, under very difficult circumstances, so big pat on the back for being a

Can scarcely believe that it's 18 months since he said he didn't love me; it's all over, I never loved you because I've only just realised that this is not love. In fact the last 21 years was on the rebound! Although it's only 5 months since we lived in the MH and I'm only just beginning to realise what being alone truly means.

It all happened so quickly. I found the text messages; I challenged him; he denied knowing who they could be from; he denied there was a relationship; he later announced he'd found love at last, never having known what love was before; that he was leaving and we would