I feel like writing a blog today. I received my Decree Absolute (YAY!!!), but I'm still waiting for the Consent Order to be approved (it will be, won't it???) - however, I still think this warrants a bottle of Champagne - of which I'm on my third glass (fourth not far away), which probably explains my inclination to talk about myself ;)

Basically, Spring is in the air (apart from the hailstones at lunchtime and forthcoming showers) and I am nearly out of this hellish hole of depression and anxiety. It may be a little premature to be celebrating (and DIVORCEE is not a word I'm in love with),

With stbx back, I had to get out of the house.

I am helping a friend today with a legal issue and it has helped me calm down and breathe from my own deperate situation.

So all those who are in the middle of this and see no end, offer to help someone else and give yourself a break.

And thanks for your kind messages, luv y'all!!!

I promise not to be back here til tomorrow 9you must be sick of me0, sorry.

Supercali

My crappy vehicle or tank as I call it doesn't work.

stbx is ok, his shiny car has been paid for by our joint money a few years ago.

It's my turn to take the kids to school. I asked to borrow his car. But he won't let me because "it's got all his stuff in it" and because I didn't tell him where I was going last year and you gotta do that when you car share don't you.

Yes he is the idiot. My friend passed the house at 7.30 this morning and took son number one to school. I will walk number two in 10 mins.

He says he wants to talk. I don't want to. He makes me sick.

 I am in control of my own life