It's funny but I have this yearning to go out and hit the town with a bang, I feel like flirting, being silly and having a good dance.

I mean there is only so many times one can watch the bourne trilogies to while away the time oooo Matt Damon, noticed he has a new film coming out soon. mmmmma

I don't want to meet anyone though....I think...

Anyhow making cauliflower cheese for tea....mmm I know it's late but I'm hungry now..will go to bed midnightish I guess.

Note to myself know when children are going to X2Bs and organise a girls night out.

I want to be me again, not mum, not the X2B....just

I'm off to my neices wedding end of the month..nothing to wear..so nipped into town having left my car in the garage for an MOT.

Now I am really broke but decided just to window shop....WOW a dress £15 in the sale fits perfect buy it...I feel guilty...go to garage...CAR HAS PASSED WOW....

I cried with joy..the receptionist must have thought I was crazy...

I am so relieved so very relieved.

Now I can pay the rent.

Today was a good

This is the point.

I have just remembered his birthday is on the 21st...now have to take the kids out to get him a card..wonder if he will ask them to go over...I will have to drive half way..if not I must remember to post the cards.

Hope the kids don't ask to buy him a present...no cash free for that...teeth, car tax and mot all this month let alone a wedding to get too and glad rags to still buy.

Roll on September...nothing to pay out on...oh hang on I need to start saving for christmas...and school uniforms..ok will start saving for christmas in October....oh hang on next bill for teeth due