Been a better day today. last saturday i saw my stbx and was really down so i told him today i wanted no contact. he is stopping at his mams so i took his post down and stuck,   it through the letter box . I waited till it was dark but he dashed out the door to speak to me and i drove off. i felt really awful but i have to protect myself from any more hurt. my son was supposed to ring him at tea time but didnt, he s ok with his dad but not really botherd if he doesn't have contact. i got several texts asking if said son was ok was he upset etc. My husband is trying to keep in his good books

Just to let everyone know that on Wednesday, the children and I moved into our new home. It was difficult and emotional to leave the MH, but it is a fresh start for us, and I am leaving all the memories behind. There is no reason for me to have any contact with the ex (something he cannot understand) anymore, my new life is about to start.

The removal guys were fab, my mum, Kev and the kids worked really hard so that by the time we went out for a celebratory meal on Wednesday evening, the house almost looked like home! The children have gone to stay with their dad til Sunday, so I have been

I feel like a nutcase.  My stbx is the one who is a nutcase.  He left it all for a similar job to what he has now in the developed world to have a life of adventure in a third world country.  Some days I wish he had left me for another woman as that would provoke some anger.  I can't believe he left me, our house, families, friends etc.. all because he is an adrenaline junky. He also left me with a big mortgage and the responsibility for our pet.  What is so great about Jakarta?  Earthquakes or Tsunami's or all the possibility for illness?

Deep down inside I want him to come back to his senses