Realise I've not blogged for a while......

So, what's happened in the meantime?  Well, my son was taken on this stupid pre-arranged holiday with the STBX and her family.   He told me over the last weekend that he was up until 3am (this is a 10 year old boy we're talking about) most nights!  I doubt he got his times wrong, because he filled in all the time from about 8pm onwards..... his normal bed time is 8:15pm.

Had a lovely 3 1/2 days with him until 4:30pm yesterday (half term week) - went to the cinema (Night at the Museum 2 - which I'd seen with a friend the previous Saturday as well), went

Last week I asked the stbx that out of common courtesy, if my daughter was ever to meet her man could she please, please tell me. That event happened on Saturday without my knowledge.

They went camping, again without my knowledge at the weekend and had a barbeque on Saturday night as that was my daughter's introduction to him.

I am so full of anger and jealousy.

I had the mother of all arguments with my ex this afternoon and naturally it was all my fault for pressing all the information out of a 4 year old girl. She at first denied it (now there's a funny thing) and then stated "we only went for

 Thought writing a blog might help me, so here goes.....
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Its been 2 months (28/3/09) since my hubby of 22 years left me and our 5 year old twins to live with the woman (& her 3 kids) hes been in a long term affair with. Despite knowing about the affair I believed it when he constantly (over 2 plus years)that it was over. He left us first on New Years eve last Dec....He went out for a couple of drinks and simply didn't come back. He saw our children most days and after 5 weeks moved back with us. He said it was a new start and that it wasn't just for the kids. I beleived him because I just