im not in a bad place

have joint custody with my kids  got promoted at work opened my self to new experences met a really nice girl who is really into me and doing more with my life than ever before  .... so why after all this good stuff going on in my life 

do i still miss her my ex more than ever  and i really wish i didnt

time is a healer and i should be really positive about my new life .... does it get better i dont think so 

i still long for my wife and family life and i really do miss her soooo

There won't be a final goodbye as I couldn't bear it. Got up at 4.30 a.m to drive 40 miles to continue packing whilst stbx was still away. Had received a text: hope you don't mind changd plan back midday. if u can't stand 2 b near me that's ure problm I'm afraid not mine.

So, physically exhausted from dragging packing cases around I escaped in good time before he arrived home. I say 'home'. It used to be my pride and joy but I spent the last few hours telling myself, 'It's only four walls.' I took cuttings of significant plants in my garden. The delicate cream honeysuckle from my friend who's