Blogging again.... Here I am again, was really looking forward to today with my Grandad but things went a bit pear shaped!! Met up with him at my Aunts, had cake and coffee then drove him home to my home town( where I met s2bx0 26 yrs ) Have been "home" a few times since finding out 4 months ago about "her" and all been well as leave motorway, then back country roads and bingo..Grandad's house. Not today..Major water leak that diverted us right through the town..massive traffic jam that we crawled in and stopped outside the spot where we had our first date, the pub where we had our first

well she is back, normal service is back

haven't got enough text in my keyboard to write down all the things that i hadn't done or had done wrong, from not fetching the right milk to not getting a new fish (long story)

feel completly down again after such a good few days, daughter still at my parents for a few days to help over the school holiday, why do me / them help out still??

son happy as larry, a few bumps and grazes from playing none stop for 4 days but to her you would have though he had lost a limb or two, felt like just walking out but I think she would like that, so didn't.

Good news I

Well, this may seem like a bit of turn around from last week's 'down' blogs.

I spent the weekend with the kids at my parents place in the Lakes, which was good for the kids.  We went swimming, and down to south Windermere etc, and my son got a rather thrilling ride in my parent's neighbours Caterham, he was grinning ear to ear!  However I had to return him to his mother damaged, as he burnt his leg on the exhaust, oops!  I was however very down, as memories of holidaying in the Lakes with her came back, and I was generally a bit low.

Then I came home, and things changed!  I knew she was moving